The past couple of weeks have been a bit difficult for me. I haven't been feeling well and have no idea what's causing it. I finally got so fed up with it all that I went to the doctor today. She ran some blood work and will get back to me by the end of the week. I think that most of the symptoms are caused by stress, but I'm hoping to rule out anything major.
It's been so hard not being able to take care of the boys like I normally would. My husband and nanny have really had to take over the majority of the care for the boys. I feel a bit disconnected from them right now, so I am giving extra kisses and hugs today. It's so frustrating when I get sick now, because it's not just me who is affected by this. I feel like I let them down and give my husband more work than he needs. I guess the new mom guilt just becomes overwhelming at times.
Tonight I made dinner and am trying to get things back to normal. I have no choice but to move on, now, so on and on I go.
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